Thursday, November 29, 2012

Secrete Desire pt 2

        The night of Jenna's party I was beside myself because I knew what Liz and Matt were going to be doing. It's not even as if I cared about them hooking up, I know of plenty of people "hooking  up" but something about it was still bothering me. I think it was the fact that I really didn't want to break up with Matt, I just really felt Liz could give him what he needs, I'm not really the marrying type anyways. Speaking of needs I really need a drink! As I'm making my way through the crowd Jenna pops up behind me. "Hey you, I'm so glad you could make it! Where's Matt, I haven't seen him ?" "Well we sort of broke up." "No way you two were like the perfect couple." "I know but you know how things go." So I'm drinking my beer and I start to feel sick to my stomach, I couldn't figure out why, I had only had one beer! "Jenna look I'm not feeling so great so thanks for inviting me but I've got to go." "Okay text me later and let me know how you're doing?" "Okay I will, bye." As I'm walking to the door I see Matt walk in looking exceptionally hot with his golden brown hair, ocean blue and he's wearing two things, my favorite shirt on him the Iron Maiden tee I bought him and the other thing I didn't like so much, which was Liz on his arm. Liz tried to come up and say hi as Matt pulled her away trying to avoid eye contact with me.
             I just left, walking home looking like an idiot. I guess the break up didn't become real to me till that very moment when I saw him with Liz, and I just know she's going to be sucking his dick tonight! I really fucked things up bad! Aaron walks up "are you okay Case?" "yeah I'll be fine." I put on a fake smile to prove that I was fine. "You don't look okay, let me walk you home!?" "Okay, so hey what do you think about Liz?" "Well I'm not gonna lie she's pretty hot, Long black hair, tall, great body she definitely works out, pretty hazel eyes and those nice soft pink pouty lips, she's a bombshell!" "Well I don't look so bad do I?" "No way, look she is hot I'm not lying to you about that but honestly I'd have to say you're hotter!" "really, you're just saying that to make me feel better, I'm short, skinny, and boobs hello when do you think you wanna come visit? " (lol) "Okay first of all your boobs are great, not that I've been really checking but what I can see they look great to me." "Thanks " "Anytime"
        "So this is me" "cool" "Do you wanna chill, my family's gone for a week so It's kind of lonely?" "Yeah I've got nothing better to do I don't have a curfew." "Okay, well sit down on the couch make yourself comfortable." "Yes dear" (In a playful tone) "I'll get some drinks, do you like Coke?" "Yeah that sounds great, thanks." Okay I know this is bad but Aaron looked really hot sitting on my couch, it was almost like we were playing house and I kind of liked it. Just look at him in his Zeppelin tee, longish black hair green eyes (which I love). He has his tongue  pierced and all the time I was thinking about  Liz sucking on Matt, but everytime I thought about that I was distracted by the thought of Aaron licking my clit with his piercing. "So did I tell you that Matt and I  split?" "No you didn't that sucks for him, he's missing out on a sexy little number like you!" "Okay did you just describe me as "sexy little number"?" "Yeah I guess I did, sorry if I'm being a little forward but you're beautiful and I'm not just saying that!" Before I could even respond he had his pierced tongue in my mouth, and as it was there I couldn't help but wish it was somewhere else.  As we are making out I can feel my pussy getting soaked and I think he noticed too cause he was now rubbing on my tits. He takes off his shirt and he just had abs for days it's like they never ended. He lays on top of me still with his tongue down my throat and I wasn't hating it. I could feel his body so warm as he takes off my tee, his body against mine just feels so good like I can't even describe it. I can feel him getting harder through his fitted jeans, I just can't wait to put that in my mouth! I have no idea what he's wearing but he smells so fuckin good! He starts kissing his way down my neck and his breath is just so hot as I  begin having shortness of breath. He sucks and licks on my nipples, while his hands slide down my jeans and unbuttons them, he then unzips them and reaches his fingers down my panties and rubs the tips of his fingers on my clit. Oh it feels so good as I start to moan, he notices so he kisses his way lower down my torso, takes off my pants and panties, and in one clear moment I realize I'm about to get what I've been fantasizing about all evening! He starts by flicking this tongue on my clit and swirling the ball of his piercing around it and I feel like I'm just in ecstasy. "I better calm down before I cum!" "No I want you to cum, then it's your turn to make me cum." "Okay" He just starts lapping away at my clit, sticking that pierced tongue in my pussy and sucking on my clit. Ohohohohohohoh I moan as I cum hard!!!! I stop to catch my breath for a second and grab some of my Coke. He just looks at me staring at my tits and everything else, I suppose just taking me in. I notice he took off his pants and boxers as his dick is now hard as a rock and staring right at me. I walk over to him and kneel in front of him taking his shaft into my hands and start jacking him off while anticipating sucking on his what seems to me as his huge cock, I've only been with one other guy and that was Matt, and Aaron was much bigger and I liked it. So I start teasing him placing the tip of my tongue on his head and started sucking on it. I decide that I just wanna go for it cause I can't wait to stick the whole shaft into my mouth, I start sucking up and down up and down his dick, while deep throating him I make sure that I  put my tongue on his balls and he loves it as he moans "Ooohhhh" He places his hand on the back of my head as I suck harder. I run my teeth lightly up and down his shaft and twirl my tongue around it then start sucking some more making like a suction cup him my mouth. He gives out a loud moan "OOoooooooohhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!" and he shoots his load right into my mouth and I swallow it. "Hey can I take a shower?" "yeah go ahead towels are in the bathroom." As he is in the shower I can't but watch him but it was really hard to see due to the fact that the bathroom was all foggy from the steam but what I could see of him made me wet again, I never realized how hot he is before. I go into my room and grab my vibrator and service myself as fast as I could before he get out. He comes out in just a towel skin and hair all wet, muscles glistening. "You can just hang out in here for a while I'll be back I need a shower now too. "When I get back from my shower he's fast asleep and I didn't want to wake him so I got dressed and crawled into bed with him half hoping he would wake up so we could fuck but he was out like a light, it wasn't long before I was too. The next morning I wake up and realize he's still in my bed and I lay there next to him for a moment and oddly think how nice it feels, maybe I just wanted to test the water. I go into the kitchen and make eggs, pancakes and bacon with a glass of OJ, acting as if I'm his wife, in a way I kind of liked it but mostly it just freaked me out. "Good morning darling I see you made breakfast, it looks great thanks you didn't have to do that." "I know, I just thought you would like it and it was mostly a thank you for making me feel better last night, plus it's just good hospitality." As he was eating I was wishing he would hurry up and get out of my house cause I needed to process what had just happened. "Alright I've got to go but I was wondering before I do, can I take you on a date sometime?" "Um well it's complicated, I just want to be friends with benefits if you know what I mean, I mean I just got out of a 3 year relationship so I'm not really ready to start dating or anything but last night was fun, thanks."  "Ok bye" "Bye"

Wednesday, November 28, 2012

Secret Desire pt 1

                                 Part 1                                  

      My name is, Cassie I'm 17 years old and I have a very unnatural desire that nobody knows, not even my best friend Liz. I have a desire to...oh wait, it will have to wait till after school cause I'm running late. 

      I'm at my locker getting my books when Liz smacks me in the head. "ow, what was that for?" "Matt told me you blew him off, explain!"  "Okay so I ran into Matt in the parking lot, he asked me if I was okay, I said yeah I just have to meet up with Liz." "Why would you blow him off he's hot, you should have blown him." "I don't know Liz I'm just not feeling us as much anymore, I think the summer just pulled us apart ya know?" "Still I would blow him." "Well let me figure out what I'm going to do with him before you do that." "okay you're the boss. " (lol) I've got to got to class I'll text you." "kay"

       As I'm walking to class I wonder what's wrong with me? I don't know why I want what I want, Matt is perfectly fine. He's smart, funny, good in bed, there's no logical reason, maybe I should let Liz have him, she would appreciate him. Man, I'd better get to class and out of my head.

      Sitting in class is so boring. Mr. Stuart must be a million years old cause he talks slow, like I would imagine a turtle to talk , if it could. (beep) Oh shit I hope he didn't hear that, I guess he didn't cause he's still going on about the equilibrium price. Is it weird that I like to picture  what he would look like as a young man half naked with abs glistening like Fabio, only less gay? hmm. Oh yeah that message... What do you know it's Liz. You'd think she has work of her own in chem but she has an A oddly enough. "Have you decided what you're going to do about Matt? Jenna's party is coming up and I want to hook up with him." See and this is why she knows not my secret desire...oops almost let it slip again. "You know what if you really want him that bad I'll let him go, we are going to different colleges anyways and you 2 are going together so I'm done, but let me do it, I want to at least do it in person." (Ring ring ring) "Okay  class I guess times up for today, don't forget to do chapter 9 review. We have a test next time around!"

       As I'm walking out of the classroom Matt grabs my arm and pulls me aside. "Will you just talk to me please? I know that something's wrong, I can't help you if you don't tell me!" "Look Matt we've been together for 3 years now and we've had alot of fun together but it's time we start getting serious about our future. " "I completely agree that's why I've asked uncle if I could work with him last summer, which is why you didn't see much of me. I made $400 but sadly it wasn't quite enough, so I asked him if I could work with him on weekends and again next summer. I was going to get you a ring, you are the girl I want to marry." "okay can you just stop for a second, wow a ring? Thanks but we are gonna  be going to different colleges and it really wouldn't work out." "That's why I was gonna marry you and transfer to be with you, I've already asked your dad and he gave me his blessing." " this is really too much to take in right now! No I couldn't ask you to throw away a full scholarship for me that wouldn't be right, those are your dreams. You've had those dreams since you were 5, besides babe I'm not really sure what I want anymore." "Wait what are you saying? What do you mean by that?" "I'm saying that Liz is going to the same college as you and she would make a way better girlfriend or wife for that matter than I would. I can't do this anymore, we had something special but it's just not there anymore and we should just leave it like that, the good memories of prom and homecoming, the late nights at the pizza house. Those were our things and our memories but I'm just looking for something different now, to grow as a person. I don't want to hurt you but we have to move on with our lives and realize it's just not meant to be. I'm sorry!" "Okay I'm sorry it had to end, I love you and I always will." "yeah me too." As I walk away toward my car, cause I can't stand to go through the rest of the school day, I think I'll go to the lookout, have a bowl and ponder today's events, strangely I feel tears streaming down my face. Could I actually be sad over the breakup? Was I just breaking up with him for Liz, secret?

Sunday, November 25, 2012

                     Lingerie ,Large,Lovely and Loving It! <3

The Four L's of love! you want the sexiest lingerie that makes you look like a million bucks? I've got a few places you can go, most of them exspensive!!!! One place you can go to is: Cacique/Lan Bryant  The next is: Hips&Curves          The next is: Fredericks of Hollywood         My absolute favorite site to go to is: Eden Fantasy's   So those are some options for you. You are sexy too and you don't have to look like those models to be sexy, besides curves are sexier than none. You just have more to loved and more in you to love!!!!!!!!
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Chubby Sex...I Bet You're Curious

                             Chubby Sex

Honestly it's alot harder to do than skinny people. Chub gets in the way and sometimes stuck to eachother, but it can be done. We can do all the same things that skinny people can do, it's just not as pretty. The guys despite popular belief are not "smaller" they just apppear that way because there is fat covering some of it. Don't get me wrong it is not ugly or gross in any sort of way, it's a beautiful thing either way. Also on a side note, it still feels great and does not effect performance! It's honestly a fun activity regardless your size or build, it's also still sexy. There are many positions you can do, you just have to find what works for you. If you are a girl who is not a size 5 and still want to feel sexy lingerie is a great way to cover what you don't want seen and make you feel sexy. Guys with the not so "problem" i mentioned earlier, you're not "small" okay and don't let that get you down, tell your partner how you feel, more than likely she is feeling the same way about herself tell eachother how much you love one another and that their body does not bother you because they are sexy to you.  To spice things up with eachother be adventurous and try new things, you may have to try a few time before you get it right but you can do it, also don't be afraid of bringing toys into your relationship, use them on eachother and most of all remeber to relax and have a great time and you will. If you do not know what this looks like i have pictures for you so you can get an idea. It is not nasty (unless you want it to be ;D) it's a beautiful and wonderful thing that God blessed us with.

Naturally Sexy

                         Naturally Sexy Is In                

 These are my natural beauties with little to no makeup on. They are very sexy because they are in there purest form.

 Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.

   Real women and celebs together sharing their beauty!!!!